继续
其实有点写不下去,因为记录的基本是现在进行时,不知道以后会怎样,怕写下的东西将来后悔,毕竟人的记忆是选择性的,潜意识会把不想记得的遗忘,把想记住的东西美化。然而现实往往比记忆中的杂乱。
明天又是周三,我又会提早10分钟离开教室,躲进厕所梳妆打扮让后跳上2:20的13路公车。
Syin说,他把他写的文集拿去借给我,他要给我看他断过两次的手关节,他要和K(某我不认识的男生)make out让我videotape(XDDD),我说:K不来你就和Gabe make out吧,霸王硬上弓也好。我是同人女早已不是什么秘密。
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LISA·~·リサ·~·烨·//沉淀。沉淀。沉淀。 says:
why cant i be creative ;_;
LISA·~·リサ·~·烨·//沉淀。沉淀。沉淀。 says:
why cant i be artistic T^T .. ~
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
>.< i unno
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
genes?
LISA·~·リサ·~·烨·//沉淀。沉淀。沉淀。 says:
it must be all the math.. and the sciences.. ... and music theory.. and other boring stuff.... x_x...
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
meh
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
i awesome at the boring stuff tha toehr ppl call it>.<
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
yet im very creative
LISA·~·リサ·~·烨·//沉淀。沉淀。沉淀。 says:
lol lucky
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
penis?
LISA·~·リサ·~·烨·//沉淀。沉淀。沉淀。 says:
hahaha
LISA·~·リサ·~·烨·//沉淀。沉淀。沉淀。 says:
i think it's my parents' close-mindedness that effected me ..
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
maybe
LISA·~·リサ·~·烨·//沉淀。沉淀。沉淀。 says:
x_x why cant i have different parents..
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
cause then yu wouldbe yu
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
wouldnt*
LISA·~·リサ·~·烨·//沉淀。沉淀。沉淀。 says:
why do i want to be 'me'
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
cause yur loved <3
LISA·~·リサ·~·烨·//沉淀。沉淀。沉淀。 says:
whatz wrong with being someone else if i can sincerely be happier with the change... ..
LISA·~·リサ·~·烨·//沉淀。沉淀。沉淀。 says:
in school they tell us to just be ourselves, but wut if i dont wanna be myself
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
then b who yur meant to be
LISA·~·リサ·~·烨·//沉淀。沉淀。沉淀。 says:
nobody loves me even my mom hates me now
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
aw
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
i <3 yu
LISA·~·リサ·~·烨·//沉淀。沉淀。沉淀。 says:
sure =_=
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
i do
LISA·~·リサ·~·烨·//沉淀。沉淀。沉淀。 says:
uh-huh, but itz not the kind of love i can feed off of
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
only cause yu dun let me do that. lol
LISA·~·リサ·~·烨·//沉淀。沉淀。沉淀。 says:
only family love can do that..
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
well take it or leave it
LISA·~·リサ·~·烨·//沉淀。沉淀。沉淀。 says:
huh ?
3 2nd star to the right... and strait on til morning<3 says:
my <3
LISA·~·リサ·~·烨·//沉淀。沉淀。沉淀。 says:
lol
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这样的对话很多次了,暧昧,躲躲闪闪的,但感觉就像在雨中玩儿火一样怎么也燃烧不起来,然后被浇灭了
上边说的这个就是第二男主角,Gabe的朋友,Ter-Syin是他塞浦路斯语的名字
其实大家都叫他Richard,前天我问他,我在用中文写我在Iona所发生的事情,能用Richard吗?他说你用Syin吧。呵呵
未完待续
ps.- 用Gabe和Catie的名字都得到permission了 ^_^